My dear, dear friend and muse and inspiration came to me a little while ago with a request. He told me to write something and we were going to film it.

With no more guidelines than that, I wrote about something I'd been thinking about for a week or so. The differences of how my life may turn out depending on who I dated, lived with, shared my life with, and how they would bring out different sides of me. Those differences were huge.

A redheaded artist whose personality was as wild as her hair. A sweet, kind, Earth-loving boy who always longed for more. A Brazilian yogi. The man behind the camera.

All these lives would be so sweet.




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